Won't be here anymore...it's over.

Art from me never comes because I can't do it anymore. I've been art blocked for over a year. During this time slowly my out put of artwork I'm proud of has decreased bit by bit, till I can't even get out a single sketch without ending up in tears. It used to be so fun...It used to be my passion and what I wanted to do with my life. I wanted it....I really wanted it.

But over this past year...nothing. Slowly I grew worse and worse till I couldn't do anything. I could spend hours trying and trying and TRYING with all my might to produce anything but would always end up with me erasing it all over and over again, not able to do a thing right....and me sitting there in tears because I've lost what I once loved, lost something so important in my life...I've come to hate it....it makes me feel....awful.

I can't do it anymore.

...it hurts to...it hurts really badly...

I'm...I'm done...I...I've...given up.

I'm sorry.